I’M MORE AFRAID OF THE THINGS THAT I CAN’T REMEMBER

what holds me back

is the possibility of

you coming back

I FEEL SO GUILTY

FOR PUTTING MYSELF

FIRST

BUT ITS THE

FIRST TIME I’VE

FELT ALIVE.

how do I unlearn the pain

That is so deeply ingrained in me

as a person.

How do you forget such hurt?

I’m incapable

of loving my brother

after our existence

were treated

as a competition.

He’s winning.

My parents both had traumatic

childhood that affected them to

who they are now.

I wish I can meet them when

they were kids so I can be

friends with them and protect

them.

I’m a 36 year old virgin woman,

never been in love.

I’m just average I know

but I have a good

personality and I would
love to be kissed and
made love with.

I feel unloved and

I’m ashamed of it.